amazingly, i've been able to find time in the mornings to get myself outta bed and spend some time with God. granted, it's not the longest time, and sometimes i get side-tracked worrying about the time (don't wanna be late for school now), but starting the day off with God and reading the same devo at nite has really proved to be helpful. of course not everything is inspirational or life-changing... but ther'z alwayz a l'il something that God wantz to say every day... =) and today, God spoke... more God nudged... and just reminded me to keep pressin on and pushing forward.. even during those "funky" times, when u feel like u're in a rut and not inspired at all....
The proof that our relationship is right with God is that we do our best whether we feel inspired or not.
my utmost for His highest
so yah... itz kinda self-explanatory... mmm.. God's SOOOO good!!! just blessin me w/ a job and stuff... and well, school's not too bad i guess.. just gotta remember to keep workin hard, even after all the univ acceptances have come... whooo!!! PRAISE GOD for those too!!!! i can't believe He got me into all four!!! waaahh!!! i didn't waste any money... yippeee!! =D so yah.. now itz decision-making time, but i'm most likely gonna end up at york. it's so weird, cuz all my friends are starting to hear from univs too and from what it's turning out like, most of 'em are gonna end up at UT downtown... itz kinda strange.. cuz itz like my whole group of friends... at least most of 'em are gonna end up at the same univ... possibly even the same college... so odd... it'll be like high school, except in a bigger setting... but i mean we'll all still end up at different places tho. i can't imagine what it'll be like for us to all be at different schools... i mean i've grown up with a lot of 'em.. known 'em way back when we were still in kindergarten and playing in the sandbox and at the water table.. then all of a sudden i don't see 'em at all during the week... and we gotta MAKE time to chill and meet up and stuff rather than just passing by in the hallz and stopping for a chat... mmm... it'll be really really strange.. but i guess thaz all part of growing up.. reaching out and meeting new ppl.. hahaha.. after all.. it'll be more opportunities to evangelize.. wheee!!! =)
so ANYwayz.. 'nuff freaky thots about univ... still can't believe that i'll be ther in september.. don't feel old 'nuff to be in university.. but at the same time, i'm prettie ready to leave highschool... or maybe i'm just ready for summer.. and time to RELAX... =) just lookin over the next two months that are left of school... oh my goodness.. tonz of stuff coming up... isu's and isp's due within the next few weekz.. then FORMAL!!! ack!!! i think thaz in.... 4 weeks(?) oh... well in that case.. i still got a month.. but that'z gonna go by SOOO fast with all the school stuff that needs to get done... wow.. before u know it, the school year'll be over... =*( last year of high school.. went by so fast... mmm... time to grow up (?) hahahha.. nah!!! =D ah wellz, we'll see what God's got in store... 'nuff blogging.. i'm just mad bored... and don't wanna study nemore.. hehehe.. =) God is good... ALL THE TIME!!!
pressing onward
pushing every hindrance aside
out of my way
'cuz i want to know You more
~ in the secret (i want to know You) ~
so yah... itz kinda self-explanatory... mmm.. God's SOOOO good!!! just blessin me w/ a job and stuff... and well, school's not too bad i guess.. just gotta remember to keep workin hard, even after all the univ acceptances have come... whooo!!! PRAISE GOD for those too!!!! i can't believe He got me into all four!!! waaahh!!! i didn't waste any money... yippeee!! =D so yah.. now itz decision-making time, but i'm most likely gonna end up at york. it's so weird, cuz all my friends are starting to hear from univs too and from what it's turning out like, most of 'em are gonna end up at UT downtown... itz kinda strange.. cuz itz like my whole group of friends... at least most of 'em are gonna end up at the same univ... possibly even the same college... so odd... it'll be like high school, except in a bigger setting... but i mean we'll all still end up at different places tho. i can't imagine what it'll be like for us to all be at different schools... i mean i've grown up with a lot of 'em.. known 'em way back when we were still in kindergarten and playing in the sandbox and at the water table.. then all of a sudden i don't see 'em at all during the week... and we gotta MAKE time to chill and meet up and stuff rather than just passing by in the hallz and stopping for a chat... mmm... it'll be really really strange.. but i guess thaz all part of growing up.. reaching out and meeting new ppl.. hahaha.. after all.. it'll be more opportunities to evangelize.. wheee!!! =)
so ANYwayz.. 'nuff freaky thots about univ... still can't believe that i'll be ther in september.. don't feel old 'nuff to be in university.. but at the same time, i'm prettie ready to leave highschool... or maybe i'm just ready for summer.. and time to RELAX... =) just lookin over the next two months that are left of school... oh my goodness.. tonz of stuff coming up... isu's and isp's due within the next few weekz.. then FORMAL!!! ack!!! i think thaz in.... 4 weeks(?) oh... well in that case.. i still got a month.. but that'z gonna go by SOOO fast with all the school stuff that needs to get done... wow.. before u know it, the school year'll be over... =*( last year of high school.. went by so fast... mmm... time to grow up (?) hahahha.. nah!!! =D ah wellz, we'll see what God's got in store... 'nuff blogging.. i'm just mad bored... and don't wanna study nemore.. hehehe.. =) God is good... ALL THE TIME!!!
pushing every hindrance aside
out of my way
'cuz i want to know You more